a personal note



I know it's been awhile since I've posted anything on my blog. There's a reason for that. I had no clue what to do but I knew something had to change. I was completely burnt out after going heavy with a 5-day weekly schedule along with adjusting to a new job and also just dealing with my anxiety disorder. (That last issue can be exhausting in and of itself but that's another story for another day.) Of course, I don't want you to think that I'm throwing excuses. I take ownership of my lack of consistency and I apologize for that. As I've stated in the past, consistency has always been a major issue for me. And it's gotten to the point where I was really scared when I decided to take a break because so often, I've changed my website and each time, a part of me felt like a failure, a flake. Nevertheless, all the times I've changed it (a.k.a. stumble on this blogging road) I've gotten back up and tried again because through it all, my elusive dream never dies. So with that said, I plan on getting back up and trying again in a new yet familiar way. It's going to probably take a little time to make all the changes but I believe it'll be worth the wait. At least, I hope so. I also know I may disappoint some of you with these changes and if so, then I apologize but I hope you'll see that new new and enjoy it.

Now some of you reading this may be thinking, "Whoa, you're just blogging. It's not that big of a deal. No need for this dramatic note" but what you fail to understand is that this is not just a blog for me, it's the foundation of a dream I've held on for years so that's why I'm so hard on myself. Frankly, a lot of people have no clue how many big ideas I have for this and how much I want to spread good vibes to you in major ways.

Lastly, I want to give a huge thank you for being so patient with me. For those of you who have been supporting me through all of these changes, thank you sooooo much. It means more than you know. You help me keep going when I simply want to give up so thank you, thank you, thank you!!

And anyone who read all of that and is thinking, "Is she ending this blog?" Nope not at all. I am merely enhancing it and scaling down (in a good way). :)

Well, that's my update to all of you. I love you guys!

Also, please feel free to update me on what you're up to. It's been a minute and I'd love to hear from you.